Oh my oh my

So much has happened in the past week, its ridiculous,..

So I came back to my apartment to find it in ten times worse state than we'd left it in.

After my surprise party we left a stack of dishes beside the sink, streamers and Happy Birthday signs all over and maybe some cups and stuff on the table,.. but when I returned to my apartment almost a WEEK after that, I came home to cigarette butts everywhere, empty beer cans, empty bottles, plates used as ashtrays, My Chinese TeaSet used as an ashtray, my serving dish used as an ashtray,..

I nearly vomited. Plus the sink was full of cigarette butts too, and the dishes we'd left were still there under a giant pizza box.

My flatmate had a party [again] obviously, and [again] didn't clean up.

I just sighed and walked out of there, into my room,

to discover that my bed was moved out, and my drawers were open.

I pushed back in the bed and went to ask my flatmate why. She said she didn't know,but the look on her face said otherwise.

I started looking through my stuff after she left, and found that everything had been opened, including my frickin' electric razor bag. I found that my necklace that my uncle bought me was missing. He got it for me for my 21st birthday, and its Newbridge silver, so I am so freakin' upset over it.

She says she will get it back for me. But she didn't even apologise or anything !

So I decided to move out. But of course that requires money. My old landlord from the last place I lived owes me 200 but I have no set date on getting that back.

So I pretty much screwed now because my flatmate decided to move out instead. She put a deposit and paid first months rent on a house. It just isn't fair.

I ended up cleaning up her filthy disgusting mess too, and didn't even get a thank you.

I left 5 bags worth of rubbish outside her bedroom door, and told her she had to bring them down to the bin, and she still hasn't done it.

I'm surprised that I haven't snapped yet.

I pray that the Lord would help me out in this time, my friends are all praying for me and for that I am so grateful. I love you guys

xxx